The one thing that has troubled me most over the last 4 years is the loss of your voice. There came a time when I could not recall the sound of your voice. I searched through all the videos but although you were in some of them, you never uttered a word. Recently, Lisa was going through the videos stored in an old camera and there you were. It was Luke and Sophies wedding and there was both you and Rob blubbing your way through your wedding speeches. It was so lovely to hear your voice again. Miss you so much always and forever xxx